Wise not.

I've learnt not to try to be too wise. In the end you'll just feel super stupid. I am so tired at the mo from working today :s . I have no idea what February will bring, i just feel that it is going to be a mess. I feel quite messy now. I totally need to spend more time with God, but sometimes i don't really know what this means. At times i don't even know how He works. lol. Don't mind me rambling. I am not perfect, far from it.

I think its good to just know your shortcomings and just be honest about it. I wished i was wiser, smarter, more patient, etc. I feel that i cause a lot of my own unfortunate events, I think i am terrible with communication and relationships. But one thing i know is that when i open the Bible, its filled with words of Strength and Comfort. God keeps saying, Don't worry, i'll look after it. Don't worry, everything is in my control, Just trust me, Lived by my standard, live by faith. Love Love and Love.

What the heck is love, i also don't know.

Anyway, its like i totally don't understand life. I NEVER understand myself wherever i am. Sometimes i wonder if i took a wrong turn. Is there even such thing ;s. I don't really know what season of life im in. ( haha i may be writing all this because i feel so blah )

I have no idea why i studied fashion design, what is its benefits, what and how God is going to use me there, why i went into teaching, why i lived is so many different places. The people i meet, this and that. Sometimes i just can't see and don't understand how it will all link up. ;s.

Even so,I do not know why i am still so hopeful about Life. There is just this silly something in me that says, Just keep going on. Just wait and see , something amazing is going to happen.

I have many hopes , dreams and wishes. And i pray to God that as i delight in Him, He will answer each and every single one of them. That in due time He will make things beautiful. There are always just different seasons in Life and oh how inconsistent are we.

WATCH, Stand Fast in the Faith, be brave, be strong. Let all that you do be done with love. - 1 Cor16:13

i am sure he is up to something good as always.

To keeping the Faith, being Brave, being Strong. For always believing, hoping, asking and believing that i'll receive :)