As January slips away...

" Chin Up and Fight the Good Fight Each Day"

February,

i'll call it my month of wonder, love and hope.

Just came back from a mini reunion with high school friends. Its good to see old faces, and see how they are doing. Its funny how we all have different opinions on things and views of life, that changes the course of how life happens.

I am encouraged by a friend, that well the beginning of anything is always the toughest, but we have to keep going and not give in to the doubts and 'what's not happening', because things will slowly grow while you are not looking, you just have to keep your eyes on your plate and work at it.

Some people change partners like underwear. But something in me wouldn't let me, it's just saying, wait. He'll come, and He will be worth it. I do not believe in upgrading to another partner or getting bored of someone or growing out of love. I believe in growing together with that someone, learning each day, making things work, keeping things alive, and growing in love. I believe in eternal bonds. Which when God unites, nothing can separate, just like His love towards us. I don't even care if people think i am stupid and if it may take longer to wait, i just won't play around. And i pray to God he'll guard me from sweet talkers of empty promises and of empty longevity.

I believe a guy should be direct and not lead a girl on, they must always mean what they say, and let their action speak louder than their words. No empty promises, but of truth and honesty, as well as courage. I've also learnt that no one is perfect. If you are looking for someone perfect, you won't find him. He doesn't exist, even you yourself are not perfect. That looks aren't as important as heart. And it's not really about expecting someone to be or act a certain way but accepting them for who they are, if you want things to always go as you dream or preconceive then you may as well buy into a fantasy person that is non-existent. You may as well marry yourself. 

No idea what this month would bring. But i am hopeful. "don't be afraid, just believe " -Mark5:26. And i simply just will do that. Trust God and you'll be like a tree planted by the river, even when outward circumstance don't seem to be in your favor, God will show his favor in due time. "Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time" - 1 Peter 5:6

To February :)!